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Chenghui-Currently turning 17, ycss, november 15. |
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Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Morning - english remedial, training.
Afternoon - SP, movie with hc n bb.
Night - home.
Those words i said to u refreshed my mind suddenly.
It's no wonder u would treat me that way.
All those promises i given, i did not fulfil them.
If it was the past, all those promises i made.
I would remember every single bit and cherish u.
Do any sacrifices for you.
But i came to realise, those feelings i once had have changed.
Yd's said was right, i don't love you anymore.
Its just that i couldn't let go only.
Sorry, i thought i could hang on.
But i back off in the end...
You were never the bf type.
You couldn't give me anything.
Yes, you may have changed for a better.
And i thought you would stable down after yr NS.
But i was wrong... a leopard will never its spot.
We weren't happy together.
You used to be the one who only give me happiness.
Now, you are the one that make my smile fade.
I don't want to lead my life miserably anymore.
I want to move on.
I don't want to look back anymore.
Maybe i did not impact your life a single bit.
You were known to be cold and heartless anyway.
But you made a lot of difference to my life.
Thanks to you, i learn alot.
And realise i have such a strong determination.
Once, i was never a person who like to wait for people.
But you changed me.
The first guy which I believed he's the one for me.
However, i was wrong.
All those memories you given me, i would always kept it in my heart.
Anyway, less one girl to irritate and pester you anymore.
You are free from me..
Time will allow me to let you go slowly.
I won't force myself.
I won't deny that i still miss you alot.
But....
Now my life feels so empty without you.
Loving, waiting, thinking, missing you becomes my habit.
I will kick off all this habit soon.
Let nature take it cause.
Way to go~~ ^^
posted by It's me on 11:50 PM
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